Lily had longed for the disgust & pain to be removed. She had begun to understand the abuse was not her fault. She was a mere child when the innocence of her heart & mind were stripped from her soul. The tragedy removed her spirit & instead placed the evil of another to live insider her, slowly destroying her. It caused her to live broken inside while she looked put together on the outside she was not. Though she was no humpty dumpty, she found those who cared, around to help her find herself rather then put her back together.